Air Force Condor For Sale

Fallen

"Playground Love" Air




sighed looking out the window, distracted by the clouds crossing the sky blue. The pencil between his lips, the voice of the teacher in the background. Distracted, his mind which inevitably brought me back to her hazel eyes. Jack, always the same. Did not hear any more after the concert, except to say he was studying and it was busy. I had heard a hint of his fredezza voice that made me shudder. How to caress a piece of ice. I could only think of his face and I missed, I missed him terribly.
I went to class without even a note on my block, as I was distracted labored to remain attentive to the words of the professor, and walked to the cafeteria on campus.
I ordered a coffee at the counter. Was turning the spoon in the cup listening to the ticking of the metal to ceramics, a girl at my side when he bought a bus ticket.
do not know what snapped in my head, a sudden flash, the desire to run, run away, no matter where, but away from there. From everything and everyone.
"A ticket for me too." I cried after paying the coffee. So straight off, without thinking about a goal. Without
renderme account I found myself on a bus in case the first one that inspired me.
I sat by the window and watched the landscape that presented itself to me before. More moved away from the city appeared near the hills, meadows and trees.
As I changed in so little time? How could Jack change me this way? As if I had stripped of armor and I had left defenseless and exposed to all dangers. That was how I felt, if the first was a strong girl, sure of himself, who did not hesitate to play with the sentiments of the people ... Believed invincible, and instead ... Only un'effemira illusion. In reality I was nothing but fragile. He was in love enough for jotting down my whole house of cards, my beliefs.


Meanwhile, his head pressed to the window, watching the landscape now so green. The light of the sun touched the hills producing surreal lighting effects and unique and I thought of what had passed since the last time I had stopped to look around, to savor the little things around me. I was so taken by my many thoughts to myself forgot everything, even the contact with the true reality.
After much, I do not remember what, the bus stopped his run to copolinea: a town forgotten by God. I went down and I
penetrated in the old little village from medieval features still.
Straits villages that were the booming sound of my footsteps on the stone, I entered my head, bombed. No one around, just me in a lonely place. Only an elderly
she walked past me and smiled. The long skirt with red flowers on a black background, a handkerchief tied on his head to keep the collected hair and a sweet smile and surprising to those who had seen too many things, but he never lost the will to live. She held her arms an empty wicker basket, who knows what she needed, perhaps to reap the rewards of his work in the garden. He seemed happy that a foreigner had crept in there. I felt my heart beating, as if it had been building up to that point, I was alive and who knows how far from home. I had completely lost the perception of the distance.
walked again until they arrived in a meadow. I sat there. The cold air cut my face until they got used to the temperature.
I took my clipboard and began to draw everything that comes into my head. Broken hearts. Swollen eyes. Dancers without limbs. Do sad. Rabbits that I wanted to paint pink. Mira. Awards. Shoot. I wrote these words in repetition. MiraPremiSpara. Jack, is aimed at me, press the trigger; Shoot me. I wrote: Nonsense. The word of the day. The hills in front of me. The tears on my face. The mist before my eyes. I threw myself I was back and the grass behind. I closed my eyes. The Wind that I plan Whisperer. I listened to him. Hands clasped dancing and playing piano. Sweet melody, and far more nuanced. The small voice intonai a melody. Maybe heard it somewhere, maybe just invented on the spot.
Suddenly closed eyes I felt the darkness coming down. I raised my seat and I noticed that the sun was Tramondo. I had no idea when the last race for the Capus went away so I ran to the bus stop at breakneck speed and with my great relief the last bus had yet to start.
conizione lost all the time, did not even know what time it had when I came back to campus.
When I was almost in front of my dorm I saw a shadow nearby.



I recognized him immediately: he was Jack's shoulders.
smiled to his vision, believing that he was waiting for me. Perhaps he had changed his mind, maybe she wanted to hug me again. Kiss me. Touch me. Send me to heaven.
When I got closer I saw that he was not alone. I caught a female figure before him. They were close, closer. They kissed. They embraced. It is whispering to things with a smile.
That figure of a woman was not me though. I was estranged from my body and I watched. I was not in his arms. It was another, I did not care who he was.
My blood froze in my veins. I could not believe what I had just seen. Lei him there before my eyes. Ran away hoping not to see me.
I walked into the dorm quickly and still incredulous shock.
soon as I felt sad but in the wrist, I turned suddenly. It was him.
"Lu ..."
I looked at him without saying a word. I checked her tears, but still slipped from my face, wetting her cheeks. "Leave me alone." Divincolai arm, did not want to be touched by him.
"You've seen it all, right? I'm sorry ... I ... "
building in front of the stairs, waiting for me to strap the heart from the chest and threw him to the ground.
"Do you mind? And for what? Treated as a stranger to me for weeks? By showing up with another catch in front of my dorm? What? Do you ever regret anything, but continues with impunity to do the shit! "I raised my voice volume, while the rising anger and disappointment skyrocketing.
"I ... I can explain ... "feeble confused words like fiery darts stuck in his chest.
"Oh really?" I smiled bitterly trying to stop the tears. "If I were a more sadistic you'd better shoot some shit, but since you want to avoid a figure of shit you can also go. That's the goal. "Stretched out his arm towards the door behind him, with outstretched arm to keep it tremble.
"I know, but ..."



"Ma .. what? "I interrupted, not wanting to hear his voice" There is still something to say at this point? "I mordicchiai lower lip nervously, my eyes fixed on him who did not want unrivet from him that I loved with all of me and now was destroying me, but ... I had just completely destroyed.
"I did not want ... I tried ... I tried to have a serious story with you, but I can not. To build something more. I did not want to hurt you. "
" This is really beautiful ... If you had not wanted to hurt me you should let go from the beginning! You should not have fool me! "I screamed between uncontrolled tears by now, because every single syllable uttered from his lips was a stab to the heart, soul, brain.
"I would have told you ..."



"Tell me what? What do you need a demonstration?! You could do me a small drawing, no? "
" Tell you I'm not ready for this thing. It made me understand many things stay with you ... I ... "
I was not interested to know what he understood, I felt humiliated, used ... The last of the idiots.
"It 's been an interesting experiment, right?! I hope you will also be fun, Jack! Now get out of here ... Go on ... "I turned and ran away away, up the stairs.
"Lu ... Wait ... "reached out to me.
I stopped halfway down the stairs. I looked at it again with an expression unreadable, too many moods in me to be all shiny and clear.
"You could at least have the decency to not be kissing in front of my house with another. You're stupid, Jack ..." were the last words I said before resuming the race.
I stopped and stood there looking at me.



ran off at our rehearsal room. I opened the door violently and then close it without looking anything altrettando strong in front of me and inciapai, slamming one knee.



cursed through her tears, but after he heard nothing: I was overwhelmed by something much stronger. I wanted to pierce the chest. I wanted to destroy everything around me, the whole room. But I was there in a corner of the room, crying, cursing that I was in love with the wrong person.



I had given him all of myself, the reality was simply that had never cared about him. I was just a guinea pig for his experiments. I was a toy. A stupid doll that was now broken and had no right to remain in the cage in the games. I passed in front of pictures of him and embraced kissed her. The string. The whisper in his ear. My head was bursting. I slumped to the ground with his head in his hands. Nothing mattered. I had won my heart, I had placed in his hands and he had closed, in a tight fist shattered his heart.
It opened the door quietly letting a chink of light.



sprint gaze. Elvira I looked at the door. She bit her lip. I was sure he had heard and seen all the painful scene. He walked slowly and without a word took up my guitar.
Despite being a bass player, had learned a few chords on the guitar. The minimum for a passionate music as you. If he drew .. Began to sing for me The House Of The Rising Sun was not out of tune as he said, far from it: his voice of an angel. Perhaps it was the moment, but it seemed to me the sweetest voice I ever heard: husky, sensual, but clean and clear. She did not care to be out of tune or make a mistake, he continued. I penetrated into the cracks of the heart. Slowly, as sap. He sang to me. He sang for spare pride that I had lost. He sang for my tears. He sang to my heart. For my brain. For the evil that was inside. Out perfectly intact, destroyed inside. Burning with rage. Helpless with pain.
"-Tell me when to say I love you without fail, tell me who to entrust the soul without being killed. I never want to fall in love. Never again." I thought. While the face was still covered with tears.
I could have died at that moment and I do not have cared nothing. If it were not for you that night ... He sang for me again. When finished put the guitar and I stroked his cheek.
"I will always care for you, as you took care of me. When we will not be dancing together for you under the temporal pissed. I will sing for you whenever you're sad. I promise that I will do everything to bring back your face serene. "
I gently stroked her forehead and smiled at me, not hiding a vein of concern in the expression in her face so perfect.



I could not even to speak, still crying, but I could only say "Thank you ... Of heart. "In a faint voice as she returned his embrace, and hold her.
Two girls. Two friends. Two sisters. Two souls that were encountered and had been climbing each other like ivy. Two flowers that had torn the petals in the same room, kept each other the life nailed to the ground.


Dedicated to M.

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The Concert - Part

"Angel" PJ Harvey




The days flowed quickly and Jack had only vague information by phone. Was busy, he said, a lot, but he lacks, he said. I did not know what to think, if I wanted him to finish his term and that I wanted to embrace him once more soon. After all, she then not much, just spend some 'quality time with him.
came the fateful Saturday. That's our first gig in a local case. The excitement was great: we had tried a lot, yes, but it never seemed enough. However, Saturday morning we headed into the room to carry their instruments and know the owner of Violent Sound, who had just spoken by phone to Elvira.
"Beautiful as the first place to play, no?" Said Elvira excited before the big dark door.
"Yeah," Jamie sighed, taking a hand behind his back to pull the muscles. After all, the infamous work of loading and unloading of tools had been his job. "I always bring the memory" a vein of sarcasm in her voice and then again a big sigh.
"I do not like this tone, Stone. Not at all, "urged Elvira. "You are not load!" Almost annoyed.
"They are load" snorted exhausted ... But .. "
" No, I do not want to hear! "Interrupted" You make me anxiety. We're going to talk with the landlord to fix the tools. "
The owner, Mr. Jones, welcomed us with great fanfare.
"Hello, boys! You must be the Flaming! "



" ... Stars, yes. "Elvira He said, raising an eyebrow. When it came to business was cold and still as a marble statue. We noticed right away that she was a girl punctilious in which little joke.
While Mr. Jones was a strange ... Very strange. forties, dressed as the best heavy metal of the eighties, but with short hair, baldness was clearly being felt. His way of ask was to limit dell'angosciante: gesticulating like a madman, made sounds like interlayer and spoke at a staggering pace. I admit I understand the half of what he uttered, while Elvira seemed, as usual, juggle the best among the tangle of words.



"Great! I have spoken highly of you ... So do not delutemi!" Laughed loudly and then ushered us inside the room, "Come, come, put your instruments on stage there too! "
"Do not be worried a little bit?" I asked, whispering to Jamie, who just shook his head and almost incredulous smile.
The owner gave us the green light to organize ourselves as best we thought and at last the work infamous touched again almost entirely to the poor Jamie. After all that blame us if we had one with the muscles he had?



The Violent Sound was a very nice room, located fifteen minutes walk from our dorm. Behind the big door was concealed a small dark hallway floor where there was a small table used as cash. The small lobby and then back down into the center of the room. Prints and paintings on the walls of bricks made him master, but the thing that struck me most, perhaps with excitement and emotion of playing for the first time on a mezzanine floor, was the stage. The groups made their triumphant entrance on one side. Entering from a door at the side of the bar, just opposite the entrance, and through a small maze, you came out right there, above the stage in front of everyone.

After the dirty work we walked toward the dormitory to prepare well and try to release tension somehow. Both Jamie
Elvira, after all, seemed calm, after all, was not their first performance, had been part of other groups, and a little experience could say it.
As for me, the speech was totally different and it troubled me not a little: the verdict that could have other than me, the fear of making mistakes so the first time.
The fateful hour arrived without even me noticing, overwhelmed by all these thoughts, and in a time that seemed like a second I was there, one step away from the stage.
"The show begins!" Elvira looked at us with considerable excitement, as you would not give to see.



And I found myself on stage singing in the middle of a small crowd of people staring at me and studied me and judge me. The first legs trembled, her stomach twisted and then I ran over a thousand thoughts of a key and do a single wrong.
Jack was not there, no one to whom I held actually was present that night for me is so important.
I sang with all the voice I had, sfogai the anger that I held inside.



Elvira and Jamie, worthy fellow, what seemed like the perfect companion for my agony more than just a concert so much fun.



beat Jamie on the battery powerful, beautiful and unattainable like a god, Elvira took a different air while delicately touched the strings of his bass-colored fire. Sweet and aggressive at the same time.



Nothing mattered but the voice coming out as powerful as I had never sung. It reflected well on my mood: I was well off, fully integrated into my little body, but inside ... Inside was seething with anger, frustration, sadness, only bitterness and confusion.
I wondered if she could only imagine how much he cared for him, what he represented to me. I loved him, I had no doubts, though it was a buzzword. I loved him. Point.
Occasionally his eyes fell on the uncontrolled crowd. I noticed the band of Jack. Chiatarra immediately lowered his eyes on taking breath and spitting out the voice again violently while singing the songs I had written for him. And he was not there, he preferred to be alone ...
Ridiculous, is what I was. Like a child who is disappointed by their parents who come to see her dance recital. For him I was canceling, I was changing, I was destroying.
not fool me, Jack. It would die. I thought the guitar strings vibrated again and again.



After half an hour of covers and spare our poor, for whom I felt my throat burn, we finished our performance.
got out and threw into the crowd, the evening after all was not over yet.
Elvira went straight to the bar to drink his beer every day, Jamie will find its cheer, eager to embrace and to know his impressions of the concert. Mary did not lose the opportunity to do the first woman as usual, having no eyes for Jamie and of course for herself.



While I went to wash my face, I needed to refresh their ideas. I leaned against the front of the bathroom mirror and sighed loudly. I wanted to break the damn mirror with your head, but I avoided. I stepped slowly out of the room and saw Mary with a fast pace. I went over to Jamie.



"Why run away?" I asked, watching her leave the room.
"has much to learn lately." The air maliconica staring at the door.
"At least she's coming ..." not too confident and he chuckled in reply to me put his hand on his shoulder.
But at that moment we were met was a girl. On the 17 years, dark hair, doe eyes that gave it an air of gentle but mischievous at the same time. He flung himself straight to embrace Jamie.



"Uhm ... He has already made breakthroughs! "Compare Elvira giggling with a glass of beer just got to the counter.
" ... Ehm Not really ... "Jamie pointed out changes color purple" Girls, I present to my sister ... "visibly embarrassed.
" Yes, I'm MaryAnn! HELLO! You were great! "Embraced, or rather, crush the first me then that Elvira had to fight to overthrow the glass between his hands," Jamie, give me the sticks I'm going to do a bit of a mess! "Said enthusiastic .



"Annie, no, please, you've already created quite a stir." Then he turned to us "Scusatela, is a little bit restless ... It would not even have come tonight, right?" The tone of disappointment that concealed a long losing battle against his sister to try to convince her not to come up there alone.
"You're a ball!" Then turning to us, "True that my brother is a ball??"
"This girl I like!" Elvira laughed.
Jamie's eyes widened "Elly, do not put us too though!"



"No, no, I'll put all right! She's right, you'll be even a good drummer, but you are a moralizing to be frightening!" encircled the shoulders of Mary Ann.
The little girl clung to Elvira "Jamie, mica, but you told me to have a bassist so cool!" crystalline laughed.
Jamie rolled his eyes heavenward in exasperation, had just Coalition created a diabolical between his sister and Elvira "Is not it time to go to bed, Annie?"
"Come on, Shut up, hell!" snorted, crossing his arms. You could not say for sure that the girl did not have a good temper.
"Yes, Jamie, shut up!" Elvira approffitta now, amused laugh, "I offer you a drink?" Yeah, ok! Hello! " Jamie did not allow even challenging, went off arm in arm towards the bar.
The poor man turned to me now resigned sigh, "What have I done wrong? Eh, Lu?"
"But, come on, be nice!"
smiles "Yeah .. that's not you live with her for years but 17 years!"
laughed taste of "Go to school, right?"
"Yes, and it is worrying ... does not stand still, but it is one of the best in class! I'm sure Elvis makes me drunk!" looked around worried.
Jamie always knew how to take care of everyone, especially his sister, who, nevertheless, seemed to hold much.
"How do you say ... genius and recklessness is not it?" I continued to laugh.
"Come on, christ, I can not stay with an eye on her and one on the people who talk to me! Sorry, Lou, I'll be back ... "and if he went to the counter to prevent her little sister ended up getting drunk heavily.
Maybe it was fate that he wanted it, but I was alone in a corner of the room. I leaned against the wall looking amphibians totally immersed in my world when a voice woke me up.

"Hello, Mon!" a male voice known and not very pleasant.



I looked up, Alan was the bassist Jack. A full bully himself, thinks he has everything he wants just by snapping your fingers and even convinced one of the best bass players around.
"Hello, Alan!" without enthusiasm and with the expression of one who does not want to be annoyed. He sat beside me
"Really nice the show!" leaned against the wall with his shoulder.
"Uh, thank you!" riabbassai smiles and his eyes.
"Yes, maybe you should refine nell'arpeggio something."
chuckled out without me thinking about what would break every time the balls with the technicalities of his cock.
"Yeah, thanks for the advice." It was not suitable for entertaining evening with a speech that barely stand it.
"Yes, maybe the voice ... I do not know ... It has something ..." I sighed and went back with her eyes on him, pretending to listen


.
"Uhm ..." I nodded blankly.
"Jack could not come tonight." He did not understand that I had no desire to talk to him and especially to talk about Jack.
"Yes, I know. He told me he had to do." Dry.
"Yeah, maybe right now is thinking about you. That's nice. "And giggled that I piaqcue at all.
" Oh really? Just sweet, eh? "The instinct to jump in my throat rose even more.
" Yeah ... A bit like with all the girls he had. "He laughed. I ran a hand over his face, was absurd.
" Yeah ... Already ... His girls ... "he repeated.
At that point it was just too much. I had a lot to say, there were two alternatives: either tear him to pieces, or turn a blind eye. I chose a good middle ground. I stared into his eyes a hint of a smile and showing off the best middle finger and then scanned with a shrug and go from there. make me take the piss out of him was too much. Already thought about Jack to make me feel bad that he had no fun to torture just for the sake of seeing me sick.
I walked to the bar where Elvira, Annie and Jamie will stage their theaters: Annie wanted to drink at all costs obviously instigated by Elvira and Jamie tried in every way to persuade his sister not to do so, failing to warn her.
"Hey, Lu .." Elvis turned to me, running out to harass Jamie for a while "the sonoiol'unicobassistasullaterra you have spoken? Wow, an event ... "
I nodded," Yeah, I also sent a fuck ... "I sighed.
"What happened?" Turned serious and vaguely worried.
"Nothing nothing ... I'm just pissed on his way to be boastful and conceited ... "sbuffai, visibly irritated.
"Ok, Lu, calm down. It 's just a loser, but you see it? You should not blame him. Ok, I know I would be kicking every word he utters but ... Your problem right now is Jack .
I rubbed my face, "Yeah, you're right, cabbage." actually I'd taken with him. But I had always provacative.
"In any case if you sent to hell you did very well, eh!" Sweet Elly smiled, rubbing his arm.
smiled in my turn then drives away the evil thoughts from his head.
"So? Who gives me something to drink?" I turned to the two brothers engaged to quarrel like children.
"C'mon, Jamie, another glass of rum & fruits!" Annie protested.
Jamie's eyes widened in disbelief, "It 's the third drains you, enough!"
"Up, moralizing, from the Alcohol!" Elvira fregorosamente laughed, amused than ever.
"Elvira!" ammonium Jamie. Risi
of taste, for the first time all evening.
If I had had with me my friends would go crazy.
The owner of the club was delighted. He told us that a lot of confidence reposed in us and that even if we continued like that and if he could find the right contacts, maybe we could have a pace with our demo tracks. We do not promise anything for sure, but it was a lot to us. We certainly would call for us to play again.
forgot everything that had happened just before, I was raised not to say almost pleased to have been well appreciated.
was to get back. MaryAnn was shining, inarrstabile, had drained all that his brother had not managed to miss drinking. Would be home by taxi, but decided to stay with her until they arrived.
"Guys, if you please while I go back to the dorm? I have a headache crazy," said Elvira, she probably ofuscata the fumes of alcohol, too. "Mary, next to the color fuchsia, eh?" Jamie laughed and started watching walk, after all were only 10 or 15 minute walk.
"Of course, Elly!" shouted Annie happy. Jamie
both teams and a serious tone, "Hey, what color??"
"Nothing, brother, our business!" and his brother laughed and shook his head looking up to heaven. No way, had lost all hope.
The taxi arrived and after we make sure it was back home safe and sound, the we said goodbye and set off towards the dormitory. We left the tools in charge of the Violent proprierario of them we were going to resume the next day. There
incamminanno slowly enjoying the fresh air and the silence around us. A long silence get turned into something embarrassing, at least for me.
I stopped to look at Jamie's face, so sweet traits. Noticed it and looked at me raising an eyebrow.
"What?" I have something to do? " rubbed his face in a comic. I laughed.
I shook my head "No, no ..."
"Why not?" he laughed. Then he leaned toward me with an amused grin, and I stopped tickling.
We were hugging, laughing for a minute when we became aware of the situation rather embarrassing and Jamie withdrew their hands raised in surrender.



"Ok, truce." He reached for my "Come, give me his hand, Lu. "
" I'm not a girl! "took on a fake pout then took his warm hand.
incamminnamo And we alone in the dark hand to hand. Like two good friends and once again I felt protected .




Angel Humming PJ Harvey came all the way to your destination.
Exhausted, I was just exhausted.

A thanks Special
Sciacca for Mary Ann , Kady for and Mary Tyler Hanson
for Alan

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The Concert - Part One

For logistical reasons (I think mostly because it is long, really long) I decided to post the chapter in half. Maybe later will edit and post it together, we'll find out just living! * _ *
A special thanks to the MEDEATHENA for BEAUTIFUL , as well as BULLISSIMA Ava .... Thank you, sweetie!

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Everything now took place according to the concert. I found a lot more hours than usual, adjust all arraggiandoli our songs better and trying to make sense of some songs that seemed to be pure noise.
However, nothing could distract us from thinking of Jack and our last meeting. In his eyes, his wanton violence and most of all to his words, like saw blades, as powerful as bullets. I had not heard since that time, to be honest I do not even dare to call it the phone was silent. My head became silent, unable to think of an idea to take the courage to take matters in hand. What was taken? Why do this? I could not answer or just did not want to give me an answer that ofuscata its golden made me fall in love with him.
recounted the incident to Elvira, omit some details to you too, that part of the wall and the indecent proposals more than anything else, and his reaction was not the best. At first it seemed determined to go and smash his face shortly after he opted to wait right there and if it were presented to remake such a thing ... He would split his face.
Elvira had noticed a tinge of sadness and disappointment in my eyes and had surrendered. He knew only too well how much he cared for him and, despite his cynical side told me to leave him alone at least for a while, his affectionate side told me to find it anywhere you find and talk to him, to clarify because they deserve answers. But what I was willing to be told the truth from him?
I tried to call him a whole afternoon, I seemed to go mad, for each ring was as if I were to blow his head at any moment.



only the third time, and after thirty Ring said. His voice crept into my mind and with it the conviction and the desire to see him. The call lasted only a few minutes, just long enough to reach an agreement and agreeing on the place and time. Maybe it was random, or maybe not, but decided to meet at Criponotte, the restaurant where we had met.
arrived slightly earlier. I sat at the bar and ordered to drink. I played with the glass as I watched the people inside those four walls dark writhing dances unlikely, rubs sensual.



I ran a hand through his hair, putting on the front door hoping to go see Jack in all its beauty sour. My attention, however, was captured by a girl who was dancing alone in the middle of the track. The high heels, tight dress that emphasized all its sinuous curves, long legs and perfect, his thick brown hair made her a goddess who danced slow and indifferent to everything around her. For a moment I envied. Yes, every movement was perfect and harmonious, all eyes of the men rested on her, but she seemed more than everything and everyone. I thought I was clumsy as compared to her, because I'm stupid and embarrassing thrown up on a stage, perhaps out of place, unsure. That was my problem and terribly insecure.



"A smooth vodka"
A crystalline voice and terribly sensual broke my pathetic thoughts. The dancer before have I sat by my side. Up close, it seemed, as far as possible, even more divine and wonderful.
smiling at nothing, he looked around to make excited, too excited ... He was tipsy, there was no doubt.
"All alone tonight, too?" her large eyes were on me, his lips parted in a beatific smile, but that he uttered an air terribly fascinating.
'Well, for now. I'm expecting a boy. " I smiled shyly, not much inclined to dialogue. It was not very evening.
"a date?" he asked, as the bartender handed her the glass.
"No, I'd call " smiles still trying to give a playful tone to the thing, even though there was little to laugh.
"I understand." He put his lips to the edge of the cup and took a sip, "I am here alone. I'm not expecting anyone. You know, I'm well on its own. I mean, I'm young, pretty. I want to be a free spirit. I evil? " his flow of words hit me, but the handful of phrases I relaxed.
"Of course not." I looked down giggling.
"Do not you ever sopprafare by feelings!" he said with a gulp and finished his drink.



"It 's funny, a few years ago I would have said yes, CONTAC! Right now I'd tell you but ... Heck, I did, leaving my feelings for a boy and I feel bad every time something bad happens and I'm in seventh heaven when things go well. " I laughed not so convinced as if that statement was funny, far from it. A bitter laugh, talk and vent reduced to a perfect sconociuta.
"Aaah, so this guy you're waiting for you has just stolen heart!? "
" Yes, you could say so ... E 'already late by the way. "I sighed.
" A man who does not expect a woman can only be a great lout! "Moved aside a lock of hair and then swinging his thick brown hair and shiny.
" I d 'Agreement. "I nodded keeping my bitter smile.
" Come on, do not stress too much. "He stood swaying just" I'm going home before ending up in bed with one of these men without my noticing! "a laugh loud and his hand raised to his mouth to stifle "We'll see ... Hopefully soon. Ah, I'm Ava ... "She gave me and winked.
" Uhm ... I ... I Lucrezia ... Yes, soon. "I did just which disappeared in time to greet the crowd.
After all, it was a good idea to have talked to that girl, I lifted a little, cursed by my stream of disconnected thoughts. Then I focused again on the bottom of my glass is now empty.
PASSOR maybe another 10 minutes and Jack arrived. Beautiful, beautiful as ever. Its smell invaded my nostrils forcefully. A fragrance that at that moment seemed a poison.
He sat down.
"Hey, hello." He settled on the stool in order to have me in front of him, "Sorry I'm late, I had problems with the cab. It 'been waiting long?" was quiet, terribly quiet, as if nothing had ever happened.



"No, no." I lied. It was after half an hour, if not more.
"You look down. What?" to your question as soon as the half-closed lips, as it was possible that we can not guess the real reason for my mood.
"Uhm ... I do not know the last time we met ..." swallowed "How Not to say ... well we broke up"
"Lo, I know, Lu," once again my name coming out those lips that I was called as a song of a mermaid "is that I do not know .... It 's a difficult period. The university, and the rest of the group. Sometimes I'm stressed and I act so unbearable .. . shrugged, looked displeased.
"Mmm ... I see." I nodded and tried a sense of pity for myself.
"Come on, I'm sorry, Mon.'ll Try not to do it again, ok?" approached me and put his hand on his knee, smiling.
"Ok ..." I was confused, titubai a moment and then immediately hugged me. How could I resist? Labile My psyche was convinced that was a mistake, a mistake could happen. After all I had just promised that the 'would have it again. I believed him, I could only follow my heart. Right or wrong it was my choice.
"So? Tells me what my favorite blonde? "Changed the subject. Dispelling clarification, and not even had the strength to argue, to insist, to know. Nothing, I agreed with your heart more light. I fled from my problem, like a good coward.
"You know I'll play Saturday at Sound Violent?" Excited and with a light heart.
"Wow, really? Great! It 's a very strange room, prepared. "Rise passing his hand through his hair.
" Really? We're all crazy. We can not wait! You'll come? "So I said straight off, without thinking, at that moment as if it were normal, as if he were praying, looking hopeful.
" On Saturday you say? "Thought for a moment" I'm afraid I can not come. I have to study all afternoon and in the evening if I can not stop. "The term sorry.
The umpteenth stab to the heart.
" Ah ... " DISPOSED trying to show the natural and quiet and not on the verge of crying 'Well, if you have to study ... It does not matter. But I would be happy if I was from. You know ... "I shrugged my shoulders, hoping to convince him with compassion.



" Of course I do, baby. "He kissed her lips lightly and I feel like dying" I'll do anything, but I assure you nothing. "smiled
sighed.
talked about this and that for another half hour and then he ran away. Business major, snapped, and disappeared.
I was left alone for a little longer at the bar to think about anything.



Then I walked on foot, STAC and disappointed with myself for every single word I uttered. The fear of losing him was too strong and something led me to bend my head.